Arashi321

Once I had a reason A smile ear to ear Now Im only trying My best to hide the tears. Heart is bleeding outward And face can't hid the pain Confusion is it's ally Run circles in my brain Putrid death is coming I feel it in my bones Blinded by devotion I dont know where to go I used to know a feeling I used to understand Lost is all my feeling My will to comprehend.. What the hell am I doing?

I need to rant. So give me a moment… I just finished having possibly one of the longest drawn out arguments and most heated one ever with my grandmother and guardian. What was it about? Religion, beliefs and believing in something. Never in my life did I expect to have this argument with her. She has always been relaxed about religion. She isn't even an overly religious person. She believes in the ten commandments. She likes to believe that there is a heaven or afterlife where she will see loved ones that have passed away. Doesn't really believe in hell…or at least she usually says she doesn't. How did this argument come about? Because of